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The Certain Series
The Certain Series Is A Series of Books About  "Life" 
to Establish what the Truth of God and "Life" might be.
Based on Reading The Bible AND Qur'an.
And 61 years of Living.

To Include  New Political Ideas And Development And Maturing of the Understanding From 11 Years Onwards, in order to Abolish War And Improve Social Behaviour in the Rich AND the Poor.
And  a new  International  agreed core WORLD CULTURE  for  the  "Human" RACE, And to establish an agreed ONE TRUE MESSAGE OF  GOD, starting from Britain, fanning out to the world. To include:
The Common Culture:  
Common Sense & Consideration:
Tolerance & Freedom: 
Rights With Responsibility 

Book 1: A Certain Life With A Certain Message 
Book 2:  A Certain Myth...oR iS iT tRUE?
Book 3: A Certain Coincidence...oR iS iT gOD?
Books To Come
Book 4: A Certain Utopia..Or..Letter To A Teenager
Book 5: A Certain Patient...By A Nurse

I have 2 to 3 more books to write and I hope to make them all free to read on line eventually, but readers can by the books if they wish, 90% of the profits will be used as explained below. These books cover my experience and perception of life  as  of age 13 years to the current 61 years, to my eventual  death. My hope is that as all the books are read  “in order”, the young in particular will see what I saw and how I changed and why I changed.  So that they  can be  aware of  the errors we believe and act upon in ALL aspects of life, particularly in Relationships, Religion and Politics, which are key to world and social stability, and their own. And in that they might mature in their understanding of life VERY quickly,  and  society  might then progress from war, terrorism, religious rules and oppression and corruption, to an agreed consensus at leadership and ordinary society level even from age 11 years.


I am 61 now, and now I am beginning to understand the Politics of the world and  the dangers and subtleties of  human nature. I wish, as many do, that I could go back to being 20 again, but “knowing what I know now”. By  giving what I "know now” to the younger generations in my books, so they “live my life” almost,  by reading my books, they perhaps  might start their life with  my knowledge as well, small though  it may be. This way they might consider it and  “build” on what I am trying to convey, or explain to them, as to what needs to be done next, and what we need to be careful of with regard to human nature.   I once believed very radically, in an evangelical sense, in the Christian God, and still do believe, but not what the Christian Leaders teach, and I still just believe,  ONLY due to the strange experiences I had in 1988, which I still cannot explain. If I had not had these I would NOT now believe. This is because of serious health issues and I was not healed. This may change  either way before I die, it depends what happens next in life, as with us all, we change depending on what we read, what we experience and who we meet. Because I was a radical christian, I understand very well how the radical Muslims "believe", and I hope people will listen a little to what I have written as to how we can abolish terrorism. 

90% of the profits of all the above books will be passed to the British NHS and Social Care and/or a new Central Fund that I may set up, or the British Government.  But the idea is that this Central Fund is formed of the FOREIGN AID  budget and any money society wants to pay into it voluntarily. Mostly to be paid to registered individuals worldwide by their Passport or Phone and resident in their own nation and  regular small amounts paid by bitcoin or some other means. Bitcoin has low currency transfer rates. Some charities are already doing this on a smaller scale. This is then exchanged  into their own currency in order to gradually increase the poorer societies daily income from a dollar a day to something higher.  This is to by-pass corrupt Governments and their distributers of the  current waste of AID money,  and to  enable individuals to develop their life and community themselves.  (Please see  Heading The Reason For Terrorism and then side page New Vision for Britain, Europe and the World. Point 28). And to  aim for the following principle:

Acts 4: 32-35 And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common. 33And with great power gave the apostles witness of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus: and great grace was upon them all. 34Neither was there any among them that lacked: for as many as were possessors of lands or houses sold them, and brought the prices of the things that were sold, 35And laid them down at the apostles’ feet: and distribution was made unto every man according as he had need.

The  first book A Certain Life with A Certain Message began at 13 years of age with written inner thoughts about life in poetic form. At  33 years the poems end as the experience of the power of God occurred. It would appear that a poem was given to me by “the Holy One of Israel”  via a prophetic utterance from visiting a Christian Leader at a meeting. The book continues in normal written form (prose) as the gradual increased knowledge of God  was discovered and which had brought that "power" of God into my life. The sequel, A Certain Message, catalogues the hindrances to that knowledge and also how it is discovered. The sequel was written at odd times throughout the 7 years following those experiences and put together in my 40th year. Discovering this knowledge of God is the reason we live and which will  allow us to live again.  It is the knowledge of the Holy. This book is the "beginning" of that knowledge, IF  there is such a thing. 

The second book  A Certain Myth ..oR iS iT truE?  began in 2008 whilst finalising the first book. It is the basic "message of God" with basic illustrations, followed by the errors we are taught by different faiths, and the agreement to Bible and Qur'an have. It is FREE to download or read on the side page link on the is site or you can buy the book. I was preparing a sketchboard presentation at home in the hope I might have courage to go onto the street to "preach" the word. I ended up preaching to myself, for I suddenly understood the story from Genesis to Revelation.  Later on someone mentioned to me they did not like "words" very much and I realised there may be many people  like this and decided to produce mini sketches for adults on  the gospel and other issues concerning the Qur'an and Bible to make up a book. However,  this was all interrupted in 2009 when I caught swine flu and ended up in hospital sedated and on a ventilator over Christmas 2009/10. I woke up 10 days later unable to speak properly or swallow.  I had Myasthenia Gravis (the interaction between the brain and voluntary muscles is interrupted) which had gone into  crisis,  an extreme mode of symptoms.  That January 2010 I had  also planned to  promote the first book, having printed leaflets etc, instead I was in hospital unable to do anything. I thought at that point, maybe God did not like my book! I was in hospital for 4 months unable to eat.  Eventually the naso gastric tube was removed and I left hospital but after about 6 weeks I was back in hospital as I could not eat enough and  weighed 6 stone. After a month  I went home again with a naso gastric tube  to feed me. This was September 2010 and I considered whether to give all the books up for I had believed in healing and where was God in all this? I knew the Bible back to front and had the experiences I thought were   of God in 1988 and had been trying to "obey" him. I had been anointed with oil and had been prayed for many times and counselled. I had done everything reasonably possible. I should have been healed.I decided to continue with the books in the end and with the diagrams and have prepared them over 5 years as I read and re read the Bible and also re read the Qur'an and did research on what the origins were of the teachings of Christ immediately after he  was crucified. My thought was that the disciples and Paul seemed very sure of what they preached and maybe we had missed something over time.  In the process of all this and the lack of healing I have nearly lost my faith and started thinking of what it may be like NOT believing there was a God. Rather a shock at age 58/59 and unstable healthwise.  It is shocking  to confront in some ways, but liberating also, to be free of the rules and regulations and obligations of  even a Christian life.

A Certain Coincidence oR iS iT tRUE is type of biography of the strange coincidences throughout my life, to include the 5 experiences I had in 1988 which seemed to be of the "power" of God. I cannot explain them to this day, despite not having been healed and the shock of that. It covers the trials and traumas of life that we all seem encounter in life in varying degees.

But just to die and nothing to look forward to...?? This is hard to deal with. Then I thought that even if  the God of Abraham was not "true" (although I still believe he is), we still have the strange mystery of why the earth and other planets happen to sit hanging in the middle of space with the sun or "star" shining conveniently over us, yet there are no other inhabitants discovered on planets elsewhere so far. Then we have the general "healing" process of our body and the intricacies of nature and the deep mystery of Quantum Physics (things very small,atoms etc). So we still do not know why we are here and live and breath and think and talk. I decided there may yet be a God or power that is not along the lines of Abraham, but still will bring something after death through the natural processes of nature, or something unbeknown to us.  How was I born after all, I knew nothing before this "birth" happened. One assumes  that at the worst, this  is what we all return to if there is no God, boring though that might be. Yet Life can be very difficult for some and death  a welcome relief.I mention all this as when we believe in God, we are sometimes fearful of letting go of that belief because we cannot face the fact there may be "nothing" and when we die, that is "it".But it is not like that, there are too many unanswered questions about this world.

In addition to the above, I also discovered that  for most of my life, I did in fact have a "faith without doubt". I kept thinking I had not received healing because I "doubted" but now that I really do  have doubts, I realised my faith had been very strong and that I had no expectation of dying, thinking Christ would come before I died. Due my illness and long periods in hospital and ITU 3 times, and now that "doubt" has come, I have now taken out an insurance to cover my funeral costs! And I realise also that the reason for my not being healed was NOT due to my lack of belief. Either there was no God, or there was another reason. For I still cannot explain the incidents I had in 1988  of what seemed to be the "power" of God. 

Now that  I realise that my lack of healing  and answered prayer was NOT  due to my "lack of faith",  this was also liberating, for I can now look at other reasons why I was not healed and can stop making excuses for God, and have considered for the first time in my 58 years (at that time) that maybe there was no God. Then due to the reading and re reading of the Bible and Qur'an and also producing the diagrams for A Certain Myth, I came to see that the "Trinity" doctrine (God being 3 in 1) is NOTcorrect and that Jesus being "God" as well as the Son is NOT correct either, and that both the Qur'an and the Bible have contradictions in them and therefore neither can be the "perfect" written word of God. I also found that the Qur'an confirms Jesus was miraculously conceived (though not in those words see below Surah 3:47) and therefore it is confirming that God is the Father and Jesus the Son, for the DNA and chromosones for a child to be born  had to come from the power of God. A normal child cannot be born without the DNA a Chromosones of a male counterpart.The Qur'an also confirms that Jesus is with God already and gathering people to him.  I discovered much more than this which is in A Certain Myth..oR iS iT tRuE? Free to read and/or download on line on heading to the left of this page.

I would not have discovered any of the above  if  I had been healed and would have been speaking with "half knowledge" before I was struck down with swine flu. My thoughts and understanding has deepened 100% since this has occurred. Therefore if I am healed  at some point, of the Myasthenia Gravis, perhaps  there was been good reason why I have not been healed.  However, one could also argue that perhaps there was an easier way for that knowledge or awareness  to come. Like God speaking to me in a dream for instance, for this seems to be the way he spoke to the Prophets of old. Some people claim they had a dream from God, or God has spoken to them, but nothing much seems to happen positively in their life that one hears about, in the Media for instance. People claim healing for a bad back or something we cannot confirm one way or another.Even as I claim the 5  experiences of the "power of God"   in 1988, these defininitely happened, and I am EXTREMELY surprised I have not been healed. Shocked even.  For I think  to myself, again,  did I bring those experiences on?  For where has God gone now if He asked me to do something?For His power is meant to be with me (and all believers) if this is the case, to heal, and be healed, otherwise he is not "confirming his word" with "signs" following, which Jesus said would happen.  

I am still not healed, and  currently I still have faith, just, but  because of the above points raised I wonder whether we do not see miracles as much as we should and which SHOULD be  with all those that believe the Gospel,  because we are not preaching the "word" of God and "Gospel" correctly, i.e. the Trinity issue and Jesus being God, these errors also block many Christians, Muslims and Jews from hearing what the Gospel or "One True Message of God" really IS  meant to be, and is also causing the Terrorism even, for the "Truth" , if there is such a thing, is not out there clearly, only confusion about the Trinity and who Jesus is, and now whether there was another Prophet who came after him, with another set of different  religious "sects" that we have to choose from and causing oppression and murder, even as the Jewish faith and then the Christain faith did  during the last 3000 or so years.  

Perhaps also there is a "timing" when the miraculous occurs in our lives,  for even 
 Christ himself said to his Mother “woman it is not my time yet” when she pressured him about the marriage couple not having wine, and then he performed his first miracle.  So there was a “time” for such things to begin and  Christ did  not do miracles immediately, there was a “timing” he had to wait for. My current belief is that we do not see as many miracles and healings as we should because we are not teaching the Gospel correctly, that there are  “errors” in it, as explained above. God cannot confirm his word on a large scale if we are not teaching “truth” perhaps, but error, and the error is why the Terrorism is getting out of hand and we need to deal with it. Certainly the Trinity teaching  and Jesus being "God"  are 2 of the reasons that both Jews and Muslims  turn from the Gospel of Jesus  Christ.

Yet some  are experiencing this power of God, both in the past and now, but except a few of people who have died now, they are not many  

For others that have experienced the miraculous more than I. Please see www.smithwigglesworth.com  (1859-1947) and www.burrswood.org.uk/about burrswood/our history please also see the pdf files  at the bottom of that page link and  also obtain if possible, the book from their bookshop link  on that page, “The Living Touch and The Fulfilling” by Dorothy Kerin (1889-1963) it is a remarkable  healing and testimony and was in the newspapers at the time (1912), this is the ONLY newspaper story I have seen on a genuine healing.  The book is Currently £7.50.  To place an order for  "The Living Touch and The Fulfilling"  Call 01892.865996 or email bookshop@burrswood.org.uk. Please also read the excerpts of my own book and experience which is on this website on the  side page A Certain Life/1988 Prophecy.

John 2: 1-11
And the third day there was a marriage in Cana of Galilee; and the mother of Jesus was there: 2And both Jesus was called, and his disciples, to the marriage. 3And when they wanted wine, the mother of Jesus saith unto him, They have no wine. 4Jesus saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? mine hour is not yet come. His mother saith unto the servants, Whatsoever he saith unto you, do it. 6And there were set there six waterpots of stone, after the manner of the purifying of the Jews, containing two or three firkins apiece. 7Jesus saith unto them, Fill the waterpots with water. And they filled them up to the brim. 8And he saith unto them, Draw out now, and bear unto the governor of the feast. And they bare it. 9When the ruler of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and knew not whence it was: (but the servants which drew the water knew;) the governor of the feast called the bridegroom, 10And saith unto him, Every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine; and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse: but thou hast kept the good wine until now. 11This beginning of miracles did Jesus in Cana of Galilee, and manifested forth his glory; and his disciples believed on him.

Proverbs 9:10
“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom:
and the knowledge of the Holy is understanding”
Isaiah 48:16-17
Come ye near unto me and hear ye this: I have not spoken in secret from the beginning; from the time that it was, there am I :and now the Lord God, and his Spirit, hath sent me. Thus says the Lord, thy Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel, I am the Lord thy God which teacheth thee  to profit, which leadeth thee by the way that thou shouldest go.


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